Haha... dunno y feel unhappy...

Dunno wat to do any more...
like no idea for my life...
wanna start my college life d...
feel so scare...
may be no last time de fren study together d...
feel like not same...
today i go sunway with my dear little cousin bro...
he so cute... call me buy shirt for him and buy bear...
and i buy shirt and many bear for him...
and he so happy...
haha...

4th of march...
i go sunway also..
that day i go with my sis and suddenly my god bro call me...
then he ask me where r me now..
i tell him i st sunway.. then he come sunway... and walk together and with his fren...
and both of them make me and my sis laught whole day...
until we back we go yam cha near my house...
that time me, my cousin and my sis laught cause both or them...
haha...
dunno y... that day is happy.., but in my heart dunno wat feeling...
haha..
may be i crazy d..
dunno wat is feeling d...

love

Many ppl think that love can play...
But when love is start..
No one can stop it...
Love is like that...
Love is like a games...
When the games is start...
We need to ready the feeling that the games will game over...
And dun let the love over...
Over d... forever also wont come back any more...
We should happy when we get a lover...
And try to let our lover happy...
And we can together with our lover...
We should happy..
Because in this world..
Much of people...
We can together with lover is very hard thing...
So we need to happy....

Wish all people can be happy when it get love..
and dun let love gone...
and be happy together with lover..
and try to remember some happy memory..
and also can take some photo when we feel that is happy memory ...
if not when something happen...
did not have any thing to remind u with the happy memory...

suddenly miss him...

i can't sleep..
dunno y...
my heart like very miss him..
and hope to c him...
but i know this is impossible..
haha...
i so crazy...
dunno wat he doing now leh...
dunno he boring or not leh...
i always will think such thing...
i very scare he boring..
i know he wont boring de...
cause at there so much of liang lui...
he sure will happy...
haha..
i still so worry bout him...
but i dunno y... hope to c him now...
haiz...
i hope the happy feel come back with me when together with him..
i hope he always say something to me..
i hope when he unhappy ...
he will tell me.. and i will support him.. and give him some care..
haiz...
i know it wont come true..
cause he wont say to me d...
he will say with someone...
may be is his lover may be is his gf...
i'm not his lover any more and also not his gf any more...

always i laught.. but it is not the true...
i just act like happy..
when at msn.. i always write haha... but in my heart.. it can't laught out...
dunno y...
when i sit alone i will very scare and very miss him...
when i hear some song.. and think bout him.. i will cry...
haha.... dunno when i can forget such thing...

wah...

today when i open friendster... i did not see his comment...
jus now i open i jus know he night got online..
haha....
he got reply my comment..
but any where.. he already arrive...
me also no need so worry...
haha
he got a new life at there le...
haha...
i wish him happy always....

My heart was so pain...

tomorrow he going to taiwan le...
but i can't face to face to say good bye...
when we meet...
already ntg to chat le...
but i still keep on ask something..
nvm...
actually i dun wan so early back...
but all my friend wanna back le..
so i jus can follow...
when back i wan say good bye to him...
but he listen hp... and dunno walk to where le...
i so sad...
can't face to face say with him...
and from tomorrow i can't see him le..
he d going to taiwan tomorrow...
wat also can't do le..
jus can write at here and say good bye to him...

my dear lover....
good bye and take good care o...
dun make until yourself sick o...
and dun also sleep so late o...
when come back dun forget all our friend o...
cause all our friend will wait u back....
and when any unhappy thing happen u can think about all ur best friend...
and think back all happy de thing...
or u can online and find me chat or others also ok a...
dun keep in your heart and make until yourself sad...
however when u need some support..
i will always support...
and i will always pray that you have a good health...
and happy always...ntg happen...
and faster come back and meet together again with our friend...
bye my dear.. miss u.. and still loving u....muacks...

take care...

wah.. still got few days..

Is time to say good bye to him...
and is time to wait or give up...
i dunno i will choose which...
however i jus will know i love a person as long as i could...
and also as long as i can help or support him when he need help...

wah... after my thailand trip.. i feel i become happy more...
may be this trip can give me some happiness...
and in this trip my family and friend also can together ...
when my family and their friend play that time... play until crazy..
like play agua that time.. all like crazy and hamsap lou...
haha...
but jus got them play we jus can laught..
haha....
is the nice and happy trip...

is time to say bye to my dear lover le...
bye my dear...
wish u happy at there..
and take good care...
still love u...

very very unhappy

yesterday his house got party..
when i go there i feel unhappy...
dunno y...
may be still got 19 days he wanna go le...
when i at there i din talk with him or others..
actually i think i should give up...
but i can't do..
cause he is the most important ppl in my hear...
i miss him so much and love him so much...