tired days

i'm so tired for the few days... cause the clubbing night, ching ming n plus yesterday..
clubbing night i did nt sleep n drunk also... TT...
ching ming night i sleep 1 to 2 hour then wake up.. then after ching ming i wnt to have breakfast with grandpa. n this day my grandpa was so happy cause previous days when my grandpa want go for breakfast n my uncle cal us we wont go to have breakfast with him. cause all doing pig.. bt that day we 7 grandchildren accompany him went to have breakfast together n so noisy in the restaurant from the way go to the restaurant talk non stop n at restaurant also. when back to hsu also talk non stop n laught non stop... really is a great day for me n my grandpa was so happy. n that day i only sleep 7 hours.. yesterday dunno y... cant sleep... n chat with someone until 4 then wake up at 7 something... wah.. dame tired...

finally.. today finish my FIA d..

wow... i think all my friends that happy today cause no more book, no more exam.. jus relax..
haha...
me too...
i very happy tat finish this courses but i feel i miss the time when we all together.. which is the sem 1...
but now so fast d sem 3... time pass fast...
today is my last day in sunway college le..
however i dont like being at here.. but i still mis the memories that had in here...

jus now my friend sat my car n all sing" peng you" together.. wow.. feel like crying...
haha...
haiz... also last day see someone d...
hohoho...
TT.. that a night gonna be a good night...
also a good day....
jus now go eat snowflake.. wow.. is nice...

tmr is the final day d..

i still will miss someone that in my heart...
i dunno y he will become like tat...
we did nt have talk any more...
dunno y...
i always have this feeling that want to talk n play with him..
bt in the end i get is ntg... i jus knw he has talk n chat with my friends.. bt me??
no.. event others is doing wat he also will chat..
bt me?? also ntg..
i know him longer than my firends.. but y he jus talk with them n not talk wit me....
tmr start.. i have been free for all the days..
i will find the way tat forget all bout this...
about u n him...
finally.. i jus give myself a reason... however u become how... i jus will ask... n care.. i wont do other any more...
n however how i also wont put any feeling in it..thanks...

wow.. have been 6 year

dunno when start.. i have fall in love with u...
until now if i din guess wrong is about 6 years d...
bt now on i trying to give up for this relationship..
i feel that if i continue to wait for the answer, u also wont give me any answer...
so i'm trying to leave u n trying to take back my heart...
any where thanks for u...
because in this 6 years i know wat is love and know the feeling that waiting someone...
much of ppl ask me to give up... bt i dun wan hear..
now is the time for me already...
i was so happy that u will become my best friends..
in MSN u will find me to chat and sometimes when i unhappy u will say something to me.. thanks for u said to me that being with me is very happy...
actually dunno y... being with all of my friends they also say happy that know me...
is time to say goodbye to my dear lover.. is time to say hi to my dear best friend...
haha...
finally i have made a decision... no more waiting, no more crying...
i think when u back that time, i can have a good bf that can let u c...
cause u always ask me where my bf.. bt i always say no.. the reason that i say no is because of u....
However is very hard to forget n give up.. bt i wan to try it...
if not my life will jus onli u...
so i need to be dare to do it..
the last i want to say with u , i love u in the 6 years is real, n i will always be there for u.. when u unhappy can find me too... when i knw that u hav gf d i was so hurt but i know i cant say any thing.. when u say u have 3 or 4 gf, i jus feel that u should nt do that .. it will hurt others...
because of u i will think negative thing, but now wont any more...
thanks my dear.. wish u happy forever...

Time to say bye wit my college friends

wow... is have been about 1 year d which i study in sunway...
after this fri 5/3/2010 is time that we will separate again...
is sad for all of us.. because we have been know each other about 1 year.
on 16/3/2010.. hope all of us wont cry when the graduation is going... haha...
bt how we can swear that we wont cry leh...
from secondary to college.. i know u guys... bt now going to change again...
after this Foundation i think all of us will hard to meet up...
bt i still will always contact with u guys...
miss u guys and love u guys...
wish u guys dream come true... happy...

today feel wanna write something in my heart

i have been long time did not touch blog any more... in this year 2010... i have an unhappy begin.. but i hope in the following day i will get happy back.. because i have lost my pendrive.. in the pendrives there have many photo.. and the photo is my happy memories.. but now i know it wont come back to me any more.. ya.. my friends say it correct.. those memories is on the mind... so it wont be lost... but dunno y... i so scare that the memories i will forget... i scare one day i have forget all the thing that i have b4... i hope that the person who took my pendrive can return to me.. but unfortunally.. it wont happen... i miss it so much.. because every time when i open i sure will look at those photo that i have... because those photo is from my secondary sch till now... but now i know that it wont back to me.. so i will try to get another memories to take back.. but i know however take back also wont be the same as the photo... but now... i have been change alot...
i feel that i wont think any thing any more... like in the past i always think that i miss him or love him.. or feel hurt n others,.. but now i wont feel that any more... it is i forget him d.. or it is i have give up in thie relationship.... in the other way... i have been happy because of my family.... i went to malacca with my family.. in the few day i really happy... eat, eat, eat, and then shop shop shop.. haha.. is fun... however jus 2 days...
other than that, i have been close with my sister friends rather than my own friends..i think is because of in last year christmas eve we go club together n go penang together... we feel so enjoy in the days that we go for trip...

jus past my 17 now become 18...

i very happy that my dearest friends celebrate with me... this time i knew many new friends too..
on 2nd nov my dears all celebrate with me... n my dear da jie ( mee gee ) also got go.. actually i dunno they celebrate with me cause they just say wan discuss my birthday wan go where... n when i reach there i sit n chat with mee gee n jun keat... then my cousin n my dear 3rd jie go fetch my dear kah sing... then they go buy cake.. n when they take the cake come in to the place that i sit i so suprise.. n i so happy... n my dears jia hui n tuck poh also come n celebrate with me... love you guys my lovely dears all...

on 3rd nov... my mum say 4th wanna celebrate with me n i tell my mum that my others friends wan celebrate with me.. then i say change to today.. then my mum call the maid keep the food that wan cook.. then we go out n eat for dinner.. we go zhong wah n eat.. wah.. so nice the food.. ii eat so much.. all the " lala" i eat finish n fish also.. haha.. love my lovely famaily... muacks... n my aunty call me n say happy birthday to me too..love you..

on 4th of nov.. the real of my birthday.. haha... i receive many wish from my friends.. n thanks for u guys for the wishes... n in the afternoon i give my little cousin brother sleep cause he dun wan my sis to give him sleep n his mum went out d.. n i give him sleep n play with him.. after he sleep i start make up n bout 4 something my sis fetch me n my cousin go sunway. n we go shop awhile then go amp square... bout 7 :30pm all my dears come n some of others friends too....cause this day got 3 person birthday too... me, chee hen n tong ping... so they help us celebrate together..n also we not like sing k.. bout 9 something the sing k room like become clubbing ... we all get high n play till crazy.. haha.. n we drink much too...after that bout 3o++ people sing birthday song to us.. n i so happy... after that i need to back d.. n others friend like c us which mean me n my cousin.. n one of the boy say with me if want back must sing song 1st.. i laught say dun wan la.. haha... then we took a photo.. like big family de photo.. all in the photo... haha..
then i back home online.. i still think that he will wish me.. n that day i jus waiting for his wish..
but can't get from him..i so disappointed to him... b4 my birthday he still tell me he remember my birthday.. but on my birthday that day i did not get any thing... wish also din get it... i so sad bout this.. i cant imagine why he tell me he remember n he did not do any thing to me.. the whole day i waiting for his wish n in the mid night of 3rd of nov i saw he online but also din wish too... n i still think he will wish me so i online till 3 something.. but i cant get any thing.. is ok.. nvm..

but nvm.. may be he dun wan wish me or not free... however i very happy that my birthday was so great... thanks for my lovely family n my lovely dear friends..
love my family n friend n 7 sisterssss...