happy day

i'm happy from the moment tat i knew u....
thanks for my bi... haha...
bi... thanks alot.. cause u make me change...
after i knew u i have been happy alot then the past...
thanks... n miss u....

tired days

i'm so tired for the few days... cause the clubbing night, ching ming n plus yesterday..
clubbing night i did nt sleep n drunk also... TT...
ching ming night i sleep 1 to 2 hour then wake up.. then after ching ming i wnt to have breakfast with grandpa. n this day my grandpa was so happy cause previous days when my grandpa want go for breakfast n my uncle cal us we wont go to have breakfast with him. cause all doing pig.. bt that day we 7 grandchildren accompany him went to have breakfast together n so noisy in the restaurant from the way go to the restaurant talk non stop n at restaurant also. when back to hsu also talk non stop n laught non stop... really is a great day for me n my grandpa was so happy. n that day i only sleep 7 hours.. yesterday dunno y... cant sleep... n chat with someone until 4 then wake up at 7 something... wah.. dame tired...

finally.. today finish my FIA d..

wow... i think all my friends that happy today cause no more book, no more exam.. jus relax..
haha...
me too...
i very happy tat finish this courses but i feel i miss the time when we all together.. which is the sem 1...
but now so fast d sem 3... time pass fast...
today is my last day in sunway college le..
however i dont like being at here.. but i still mis the memories that had in here...

jus now my friend sat my car n all sing" peng you" together.. wow.. feel like crying...
haha...
haiz... also last day see someone d...
hohoho...
TT.. that a night gonna be a good night...
also a good day....
jus now go eat snowflake.. wow.. is nice...

tmr is the final day d..

i still will miss someone that in my heart...
i dunno y he will become like tat...
we did nt have talk any more...
dunno y...
i always have this feeling that want to talk n play with him..
bt in the end i get is ntg... i jus knw he has talk n chat with my friends.. bt me??
no.. event others is doing wat he also will chat..
bt me?? also ntg..
i know him longer than my firends.. but y he jus talk with them n not talk wit me....
tmr start.. i have been free for all the days..
i will find the way tat forget all bout this...
about u n him...
finally.. i jus give myself a reason... however u become how... i jus will ask... n care.. i wont do other any more...
n however how i also wont put any feeling in it..thanks...

wow.. have been 6 year

dunno when start.. i have fall in love with u...
until now if i din guess wrong is about 6 years d...
bt now on i trying to give up for this relationship..
i feel that if i continue to wait for the answer, u also wont give me any answer...
so i'm trying to leave u n trying to take back my heart...
any where thanks for u...
because in this 6 years i know wat is love and know the feeling that waiting someone...
much of ppl ask me to give up... bt i dun wan hear..
now is the time for me already...
i was so happy that u will become my best friends..
in MSN u will find me to chat and sometimes when i unhappy u will say something to me.. thanks for u said to me that being with me is very happy...
actually dunno y... being with all of my friends they also say happy that know me...
is time to say goodbye to my dear lover.. is time to say hi to my dear best friend...
haha...
finally i have made a decision... no more waiting, no more crying...
i think when u back that time, i can have a good bf that can let u c...
cause u always ask me where my bf.. bt i always say no.. the reason that i say no is because of u....
However is very hard to forget n give up.. bt i wan to try it...
if not my life will jus onli u...
so i need to be dare to do it..
the last i want to say with u , i love u in the 6 years is real, n i will always be there for u.. when u unhappy can find me too... when i knw that u hav gf d i was so hurt but i know i cant say any thing.. when u say u have 3 or 4 gf, i jus feel that u should nt do that .. it will hurt others...
because of u i will think negative thing, but now wont any more...
thanks my dear.. wish u happy forever...

Time to say bye wit my college friends

wow... is have been about 1 year d which i study in sunway...
after this fri 5/3/2010 is time that we will separate again...
is sad for all of us.. because we have been know each other about 1 year.
on 16/3/2010.. hope all of us wont cry when the graduation is going... haha...
bt how we can swear that we wont cry leh...
from secondary to college.. i know u guys... bt now going to change again...
after this Foundation i think all of us will hard to meet up...
bt i still will always contact with u guys...
miss u guys and love u guys...
wish u guys dream come true... happy...

today feel wanna write something in my heart

i have been long time did not touch blog any more... in this year 2010... i have an unhappy begin.. but i hope in the following day i will get happy back.. because i have lost my pendrive.. in the pendrives there have many photo.. and the photo is my happy memories.. but now i know it wont come back to me any more.. ya.. my friends say it correct.. those memories is on the mind... so it wont be lost... but dunno y... i so scare that the memories i will forget... i scare one day i have forget all the thing that i have b4... i hope that the person who took my pendrive can return to me.. but unfortunally.. it wont happen... i miss it so much.. because every time when i open i sure will look at those photo that i have... because those photo is from my secondary sch till now... but now i know that it wont back to me.. so i will try to get another memories to take back.. but i know however take back also wont be the same as the photo... but now... i have been change alot...
i feel that i wont think any thing any more... like in the past i always think that i miss him or love him.. or feel hurt n others,.. but now i wont feel that any more... it is i forget him d.. or it is i have give up in thie relationship.... in the other way... i have been happy because of my family.... i went to malacca with my family.. in the few day i really happy... eat, eat, eat, and then shop shop shop.. haha.. is fun... however jus 2 days...
other than that, i have been close with my sister friends rather than my own friends..i think is because of in last year christmas eve we go club together n go penang together... we feel so enjoy in the days that we go for trip...