To my Lovely Bi

Already long time din touch this blog le....
but dunno why... today feel wan use it....
dunno why u will think that bi...
i really hope that u dun think that any more.... casue i dun like u think tat also...
when u say u fan our relationship...
it means for me that we both couple make u fan alot of thing....
so it make me feel unhapi...
i knw i ignore u for no time accompany u... but i also dun wan it happen de...
cause alot of thing come to me...
u knw bi... sometimes when i study until very stress and i cry for that i feel that i wan suicide ... cause i feel like my life full of stress... wan exam if fail d wan resit... and alot of thing come to me....
but i dun wan u worry bout me so i din tell jus hear wat u tell me to study better...
and all thing i did de not i wan de... cause i really dun like thie courses... but i force to study... nvm la..
bi say u fan many,...
but me more fan and stress... if i fail in exam.. i nid pay rm2000++ to retake again...
bi....
i hope that u no nid fan me n u de thing.... cause everything will be alright...
and ntg will happen...
bi..
love u always...
muacks...

To my Lovely bi...

Again.. i did something wrong to u..
and fa pi qi on u...
i feel bad cause i always treat u like this...
bi... sry for all the things... and dun think that i jus will spend my time wit friends...
u knw ma bi.. i d have few month din meet them already.. even they ask me go yam cha i also say dun wan...
jus today they ask me so i ask u... u jus answer go la..
and say dont understand me..
when i saw that msg.. my heart pain cause u say dont understand me...
bt me ntg d la nw... cause alot of ppl think that i jus will spent time wit friend but not bf...
bt i'm not... i will use the time accompany u and even when u off my friend call me out or like my student ask me to teach them i also tell them that tuesday i not free...
bt dont put inside ur heart anymore k...
i ntg la...
BI... I LOVE U...

I'm so sorry to U

i feel i'm useless...
because whenever u unhapi or moody i did ntg to u...
i cant cheer u up....
n i will make it more worse....
i feel so sry to u that i cant be a gd gf to u...
bt i will try it...
i hope everyday u could smile n no more moody...
whenever ur working thing or other also wont make u moody...
bt i knw it cant...
dunno y... i feel myself cant be a better gf... cause everytime jus u will make me happy back n i cant...
haiz...
did u still remember tat day i gt something to say wit u... bt i din tell the truth... n u keep on asking me...bt atlast i din tell the truth...
actually...i wan to tell u that thanks bi always be with me...
however we did nt meet each other much... bt we knw that we love each other...
n i knw that gt a period that we feel our relationship getting far from the past..
bt we can slove it.. until nw our relationship is better than b4..
n i'm hapi to be wit u.. cause whenever i'm moody or wat.. u will be with me n be my listener n let me tell out all the thing...
bt when bi moody n tell out the thing i will moody n wan argue wit u... i'm so sry...
i feel that i nt that gd to u...
sometimes when i think about that i will feel unhapi bt i did nt tell u.. cause i knw that whenever i moody or unhapi u will same wit me n will leave ur job to a side n think the way to make me hapi...
y always jus u can did to me bt i cant...
i feel so n so sry to bi...
BI... i'm so sry to u n that day i wan to tell is I LOVE U ALWAYS... n nt jus a moment... is ALWAYS will think about we both together memories... i'm hapi to c that u can did ur promise... bt bi u did too much for me d...
i dunno how to thanks u n hw to do something to make u hapi when u moody...
jus like today...
BI... LOVE U N MISS U ALWAYS... MUACKS...

Lovely Bi...

moody bt be happy bac

today really is moody... cause argue wit my sis...
n also tired too... cause go for trip...
bt my bi knw tat me moody... he will worried n tam me bac...
thanks bi...
jus nw u ask me tat who is the person important for me...n y so important...
nw i tel my bi tat..
the person that improtant for me is Kelvin Lee...
y he so important for me is because...he the only one make me change...
when i feel he is important for me is when we meet...
y i will say tat...however we nt at a better place meet up.. bt he make me feel tat important...
because if nt that day i wont knw him...
u ask me y that day already feel important...
i will say tat... if nt that day we wont meet up n we wont knw each other...
n after i knw u... i have change alot... i feel together wit u happy than the past...
yaya... i always cal u wait.. because i dun wan to hurt u... i scare tat something will hurt u...
so i will cal u wait...
i feel sry to u too.. cause wan u to wait for me...
bt i feel touching tat wat u have done to me... thanks my bi...
n i happy to have u be with me... cause whenever i moody, unhappy or other u will always think something to make me smile back...
sometimes i feel tat myself useless because whenever u have something happen i cant help u n cant make u feel relax...
when u fan something i cant help u to solve it... i feel i'm useless...
bt i will try to make u happy.. bt cant help u i feel sry bi...
bi... thanks for all the thing that u did to me... and u promise me many thing u will did it... i really thanks tat... cause many ppl promise me bt in the end they cant did it... i really very happy that i will meet up with u... n knw u...
bi... i hope tat u will always be happy...
whenever u have something happen dont like push me away.. like dont tell me 1st, after settle the thing onli tell me, or call me dont worried n no need tam u ...
cause i hope tat i can make u feel better... i jus feel tat i cant help u solve the problem bt i still can make u happy...
bi... wish u happy always n miss u always.... muacks

worried someone

nw i worried bout someone important for me...
i dun wan he unhappy anymore...
whenever he gt anything haven i wish to be wit him and help him...
hwever i cant help him... i jus wan him to be happy...
bi... when u have anything happen.. i will always be wit u n help u...
i will try to make u hapi...
relax... dun be stress... everything will over... k...
muacks...

To my bi..

bi... whenever u unhappy or something happen...
i will always be with u n will listen what happen wit u...
n i will try to make u happy always...
i dun wan u always jus will tam me when u are nt in mood too...
ya... i 'm happy that u will tam me.. bt i dun wan be selfish too..
i should do it to u too...
bt i really happy tat u will tell me wat happen...
hwever u unhappy...
i will be there for u...
bi wish u happy always.... muacks...

happy day

i'm happy from the moment tat i knew u....
thanks for my bi... haha...
bi... thanks alot.. cause u make me change...
after i knew u i have been happy alot then the past...
thanks... n miss u....