To my heart...

He finally wanna come back..
but now.. i jus feel did not have feel with him le..
is this a good thing for me...
but i feel sad that he come back also no use le...
and i know that sometimes i will miss him and will think back all the memorise about him..
but i jus know that however how we wont be together any more..
So happy that he ( my friend) come back le..
haha...
wish him have a nice days...
and to my heart i will always miss our memorise.. and i wan to be hopeful to face the problem that i face now..
my colleg, my future, my friend, and my love...
i have no stress any more.. cause i wan to be relax in this two week..
because becasue i got holiday le..
wahahaha

To The King Of POP

However you are not here any more.. but we will love you and miss you... However you are not with us.. but your song will never end.. your song will in our mind forever and ever and ever...and your song will tell us that we are the world...
However your children not with you... but they will always miss you and love you.. and for your children they will happy to have you become their daddy...because you are the best daddy...
children you all must happy to have this daddy...however he is not with you all but you all must live in the peaceful life..because your daddy will always beside you all and always be with you all...and he will try to protect you all...
King of pop.. wish you live in the nice and peaceful paradise...we love you and we will always miss you...
You are not alone... because we will always remember you...

Our 5 years friendship

that day is our gathering...

haha.. so funny.. happy memories...

haha.. so funny... but this moment i think wont be back any more... me and u...

haha.. when we make our majalah... and we ponteng in here...

KTAR Trip...it was fun

haha... still remember this memories... it was so sweet for me...

this day was the 1st time i go clubbing... me and u... i still remember it...

All of us... jun keat, me, ai ling, san san, u and tai xi...

14 of march.. me and u...this day was so happy.. cause san san birthday...and our friendship still there...

my all dear sisters... san san ,u and me....

our sch life... me, kah sing and sarah( 5 years friendship)...

Our friendship... still got alot of photo...

but i have no time to upload...

thanks for u being my my dear friends so long.. and accompany me...

thanks for u...

bye.. FRIENDSHIP FOREVER AND 7 SISITERS FOREVER

this few day was so painful ... and also i have lost my bestfriend..

i get sick already...
in the 1/5 midnight...i go into sunway hospital and into the emergency wad...
because my throat was so pain.,.. and i can't talk and sleep..
and 2/5.. this day was so painful for me...
i going to see two doctor...
one is skin and the other is throat doctor...
the 1st... i see skin doctor..
cause my body all red dot..
and the doctor say that is chicken pox..
then i ask the doctor.. not onli will come out once..
the doctor say that everybody not same.. some will come out twice...
after that i go to sunway hospital again to see the throat doctor again...
the doctor use a tube strick into my nose till my throat to see what happen with my throat..
wah.,. that time is so painful for me..
really pain...

Besides this... i have lost my 5YEARS FRIENDSHIP...
i can't imagine the ppl how to broke our friendship..
i need to thanks to him..that he make me so hate him already..
and he make us feel so hurt and painful...
the feel that lost a best friend is so painful...
however she want to trust who i already wont care..
if she wan talk bout me what i also wont care any more already...
yaya..
i have lie her once...
but i really no heart to lie her..
cause i scare her anrgy ...
and i wont lie her any more after that 14/2
because i have promise my friend (kah sing) and her too..
cause (k s) say that we already become so many years friends why still want lie...
and i hear she say... and i dun dare to lie her any more..
cause i scare lost a best friends...and also i feel so sry with her...
and i din say any bad thing to the fucker...
cause in the 1st they are not friends...
because i know that she dun like him... cause he always say her...
and y should i tell the bad thing to the one that she dun like and i hate him too...
and i know that if want say the bad thing y i dun wan tell (k s) or others that close to her...
however also..
i know she wont trust me.. cause she will feel i lie her...
any where,... i know y she will trust him 1st..
i din blame on her...
and i will hate the fucker...
and i need to tell her that sorry that i lie her on 14/2...
however i already say once to her... but i really feel sry.....
ya...
that day yam cha... when (Mee Gee) ask me why u din come.. and i jus say ur mum dun let u drive so late..
and the boy who say want fetch u... i jus smile at him.. cause i know that he jus joke...
and i got tell mee gee that find one day we jus call all the girls out onli..
but now..
i think wont have this chance already..
cause we already nothing to say...
but i need to do is..
in the 1st.. i need to say sry to u.. cause that time i no heart to lie u...
the 2nd is... i need to thanks u... cause u begin my bestfriend so many years.. and accompany me when i face unhappy thing...
any where... u trust who also nvm.. if u feel u will happy then ok la...
and also..
happy to know u... and ur birthday present i will give u.. but not like u say the present is hurt...
any where..
i jus know that FRIENDSHIP FOREVER AND 7SISTERS FOREVER...
however u want to contact with him i also wont care le..
so wish u happy...
Bye my lovely friends and my lovely sister...

Suddenly feel unhappy.. my heart so pain too..

may be i think back all the past...
i can't forget it...
sunddenly feel very unhappy and feel my heart so pain..
pain until i can't breath too..
y all ppl can together with their lover so happy..
but me not the one who feel happy..
my lover already change himself so much any more..
my heart sunddenly feel so miss him...
hope that when i was unhappy or when i need him that time he can hug me ..
but that just a dream..
that is not true..
i feel want cry... i so miss him..

when i start my college life..
i already feel i far from him and also my all dearest friends..
until now..
my friends already least chat with me..
they have their new friends...
so that i going to lost many things..
may be i think too much..
but i already no choice
i so miss them..
nowadays.. i just all the thing need to do de in my timetable..
however the time is free..
i still will make myself busy...
so i wont think so much..
but just now.. when i watch movie dunno y suddenly a feel come to me.. and tell me i so miss someone who far from me...

i so hope that he can always hug me..
and give some love to me..
but that is dream..
so hope he happy and all my dearest friends too..
take care..

erm...

i so miss everyone...
especially is him...
wah.. already long time din see him...
when he go until now...
i'm start my college live too..
however is bored.. but sometimes will feel happy when think untill all of my frieds..
ya ya..
many ppl say that when start college life will miss secondary school life...
yaya.. i prefer the answer..
last time i also think that...
may be at college life is easy and happy..
but not also..
cause need to more and more hardworking..
and need to do presentation..
however dun dare to do but also must do...
so miss u guys..
and i so wish aday we can meet up all of us..
in college life.. i knew many new friends..
but i dun even same class with them becuase all subject we all not the same class.. just may be few subject with together onli..
so..
college life is hard to past...
haiz...
i so so so miss him also...
when sleep will force myself to think back his face..
cause long time din c him.. already dunno he change till how le..
dunno y.. always when close eyes can't imagine his face..
i so scare that i forget him...
but when think back the memories that me and him..
i can see back his face...
so happy to think back him ...
but he dunno that i so miss him also..
and he wont care but i happy or not.. and also he wont care bout that any more...

hahaha...

wah.. i finish my eassy d le..
so so so happy a..
just unhappy is my melaka trip finish d... i so miss my drinks...
haha
if next time got holiday call my parents bring me go again with my sis and cousin..
hahaha.
so enjoy in this trip...
haha...
and i finally finish my two eassy d...
hehe...