today feel wanna write something in my heart

i have been long time did not touch blog any more... in this year 2010... i have an unhappy begin.. but i hope in the following day i will get happy back.. because i have lost my pendrive.. in the pendrives there have many photo.. and the photo is my happy memories.. but now i know it wont come back to me any more.. ya.. my friends say it correct.. those memories is on the mind... so it wont be lost... but dunno y... i so scare that the memories i will forget... i scare one day i have forget all the thing that i have b4... i hope that the person who took my pendrive can return to me.. but unfortunally.. it wont happen... i miss it so much.. because every time when i open i sure will look at those photo that i have... because those photo is from my secondary sch till now... but now i know that it wont back to me.. so i will try to get another memories to take back.. but i know however take back also wont be the same as the photo... but now... i have been change alot...
i feel that i wont think any thing any more... like in the past i always think that i miss him or love him.. or feel hurt n others,.. but now i wont feel that any more... it is i forget him d.. or it is i have give up in thie relationship.... in the other way... i have been happy because of my family.... i went to malacca with my family.. in the few day i really happy... eat, eat, eat, and then shop shop shop.. haha.. is fun... however jus 2 days...
other than that, i have been close with my sister friends rather than my own friends..i think is because of in last year christmas eve we go club together n go penang together... we feel so enjoy in the days that we go for trip...