hahaha...

wah.. i finish my eassy d le..
so so so happy a..
just unhappy is my melaka trip finish d... i so miss my drinks...
haha
if next time got holiday call my parents bring me go again with my sis and cousin..
hahaha.
so enjoy in this trip...
haha...
and i finally finish my two eassy d...
hehe...

haha... so tired.. but very happy..

haha.. so happy la...
the reason that i so happy today is.. i settle all my Lcci cert de thing..
and today after my class i go to registry and i saw a boy who very very handsome ..
haha..
i can know that he is a good guys... haha
so so so happy...
however i dunno him.. but dunno y when after see him i be so happy...
i hope one of the day he will be my dear..
wahahah...
but i just joke la..
cause i can't forget my lover also..

start sch d...

haiz... start sch d...
dunno y feel different like last time..
may be is a new life ...and got some scare de feel....

yesterday... 20th of march...
he ask me i start sch d..
and chat with him till happy...
haha...
can do back friend with him i d very happy...

now i so tried.. cause my timetable whole week full d...
haiz..
so sad sad

today i very angry..

i very angry now.... because today my cousin bf call us to go pasar malam at cheras..
then my cousin call me fast and fast give answer..
then i say ok la... cause we also long time din go out at night d... i think my mum sure give...]
but when we on the way back home... i call my mum... my mum say can't , say far and rain and wat wat wat..then i tell my cousin can't la...
then she angry... and she quarrel with her bf...
then she blame me say y i so fast say ok and say not yet ask say ok...
then i very angry lo... is she call me faster answer...
always also like that...
every time i ask my mum... and when we go and late back... get scold de onli me...
not her...
i very angry and angry...
and i dun like to be so hai d...
next time she ask me wat i also wont answer d...
cause answer also wrong y wan answer...

Haha... dunno y feel unhappy...

Dunno wat to do any more...
like no idea for my life...
wanna start my college life d...
feel so scare...
may be no last time de fren study together d...
feel like not same...
today i go sunway with my dear little cousin bro...
he so cute... call me buy shirt for him and buy bear...
and i buy shirt and many bear for him...
and he so happy...
haha...

4th of march...
i go sunway also..
that day i go with my sis and suddenly my god bro call me...
then he ask me where r me now..
i tell him i st sunway.. then he come sunway... and walk together and with his fren...
and both of them make me and my sis laught whole day...
until we back we go yam cha near my house...
that time me, my cousin and my sis laught cause both or them...
haha...
dunno y... that day is happy.., but in my heart dunno wat feeling...
haha..
may be i crazy d..
dunno wat is feeling d...

love

Many ppl think that love can play...
But when love is start..
No one can stop it...
Love is like that...
Love is like a games...
When the games is start...
We need to ready the feeling that the games will game over...
And dun let the love over...
Over d... forever also wont come back any more...
We should happy when we get a lover...
And try to let our lover happy...
And we can together with our lover...
We should happy..
Because in this world..
Much of people...
We can together with lover is very hard thing...
So we need to happy....

Wish all people can be happy when it get love..
and dun let love gone...
and be happy together with lover..
and try to remember some happy memory..
and also can take some photo when we feel that is happy memory ...
if not when something happen...
did not have any thing to remind u with the happy memory...

suddenly miss him...

i can't sleep..
dunno y...
my heart like very miss him..
and hope to c him...
but i know this is impossible..
haha...
i so crazy...
dunno wat he doing now leh...
dunno he boring or not leh...
i always will think such thing...
i very scare he boring..
i know he wont boring de...
cause at there so much of liang lui...
he sure will happy...
haha..
i still so worry bout him...
but i dunno y... hope to c him now...
haiz...
i hope the happy feel come back with me when together with him..
i hope he always say something to me..
i hope when he unhappy ...
he will tell me.. and i will support him.. and give him some care..
haiz...
i know it wont come true..
cause he wont say to me d...
he will say with someone...
may be is his lover may be is his gf...
i'm not his lover any more and also not his gf any more...

always i laught.. but it is not the true...
i just act like happy..
when at msn.. i always write haha... but in my heart.. it can't laught out...
dunno y...
when i sit alone i will very scare and very miss him...
when i hear some song.. and think bout him.. i will cry...
haha.... dunno when i can forget such thing...