24 of Dis.... count down for chrismas

This day all my friend go bar celona.... we play till very high...
that time when we drink wine ...we already very high then we dance and play...
after that i already blur... so i simply take a cup of the wine and drink... sarah just scold me and call all my friend dun let me take and drink... and i blur... then i like wan fall.. my friend (tai xi)... he blur already then he sleep on the table... then i suddenly fall and sleep at his hand.. then all my friend bring me and him go out.. but we can't go... cause my friend fall then i call my two friend hold my friend.... then i also fall to my friend back... then they bring me and him go toilet...
after tat me and my friend fall down out side the toilet.. then sarah wanna bring me go wash face then kok jun brother dun let cause i very blur.. then i say tat i wan wash... so they bring me and tai xi go wash face..
after wash face.... they bring we both go out and sit out side the bar celona..then tai xi sleep at tupai legs... then i sleep at sarah legs.. then my cousin sleep at chee wai legs...when i stand up again.. kok jun bro wanna call sarah bring me go toilet and wash face.. then i say dun wan .. then kok jun bro take a bottle of coca cola and let me drink..
then chee wai friend all also blur... the boy who no blur bring the ppl that blur one and sleep at out side...
then jus the only girl so blur is me.. all ppl pull me.... cause i wanna go in to bar celona.... and drink again..,.. sarah pull me and i fall then i sleep again then i satnd up again and say to poh teng and ah bing cousin that i wanna go in drink...then they lie me...., then tupai pull me.,.. and i wan run to bar celona,.. he dun let and jus pull me... then i cry tat i wanna again... they lie me say tat beer is coming...then ah bing also pull me.,... then when the car come... they bring me go in to the car... then when they close the door i open and run out then they lock the door...then we go chee wai house... then when i reach chee wai house i already ok a bit... then tai xi vomit... then after tat they come back,,, all sleep at out side then chee wai bring the water and wanna let them wash...then ah bing and chee wai help then wash d... then tupai say tat like got ppl put some thing in side the cup.. then he blur d..
and he go out tat time he fall.. then i help him wash face,,... then he walk in to house and sleep..
then i call chee wai make milo for them.. and i help... then i call them drink...
this is the day tat i so blur.. and so unhappy... i dunno wat thing make me so unhappy...
ithis is the memory tat i have and i wont forget any more...
so wish to return to this day... miss all the memory...

Am i is a good girl...

I have been change so much...
because want to forget him... i take all the time for working and now i make until myself sick already...
and now i change become drink beer and something la..
haiz..
i wanna know tat he still love me?? he still care me?? he still will chat with me??
every time i will think all bout this... when i sleep tat time i will cry and think and hear some song tat can say out my feel...
i think i been more love him then last time...
so how... can some one tell me should i forget him...
i think i also can't help myself d..
now i call my friend intro some friend for me..
but in the end i also still think tat he is the most good in my life...
thanks for him give me so much of hope and memory...
and thanks for him give me hope but in the end he hurt me...
thanks for him take away my happiness.... and thanks for him make until me think to do negative thing...

Think back all the memory..

Today in my working there...
i make a photo album...
i see the photo... i was so miss last time...
when i together with him... how he treat me and so love me...
and he give me hope and make me happy...
and the only one photo just i print out and that is the latest photo tat my cousin help me take...
i put in my photo album... but i dunno who to write tat photo..
all when i see the photo i think so much bout me and his memory...
and he tell me all the tat make me so happy... but in the end he can't do it...
he is the only one make me feel together with him so happy and no need to think other any more...
i hope nowadays i can do as much as i can do tat chat with him...
but i know tat he wont reply any more...
i just hope tat i can chat with him like friend and play with him like last time...
so happy... all the happy thing already gone..
i so miss tat...
i so regreat tat y i can't get the longer time with him...
so miss him...
hope be friend with him...
wish him happy always...

Today suddenly feel wanna write

Today when i back from work tat time i count the shop de money... lost le rm5...
i very scare tat... when i back i feel tat very unhappy... feel wan drink beer...
but din have the beer tat i wanna de...
then i back to home...
i suddenly open his blogger..
i see the post i very unhappy...
y i din early open and see..
if i early open and see... i will tell him tat my feel in my heart...
but d late le..
so sry for him....
i hope tat he can get a better one...
take care...

最后一句我爱你

最后一句我爱你
在同一大楼里，
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在同一大楼里，
你我互相嬉戏。
在同一教室里，
你我必定相遇。
不到十厘米的距离，
你我相争第一。
中考即将来临，
你我同样努力。
考后的整个星期，
一定也很幸运。
在热闹的书店里，
你我不期而遇遇。
世界的天地，
那儿都有知己。
离别前最后一句，
我爱你！

Wanna Finish exam le..

wanna finish exam le... i hope the last day exam i can find my wallet too...
if can't find it may be is be destined de..
i won't blame the god...
but if let me find my wallet i will keep it well...
the last day le...
and i wanna find job le..
i wan get income and wanna buy thing and wanna give my parents le..
i hope all of my friends won't gorget each other...
be the best,, take care all my friend..... love u all..

He won't reply de... i have a dream tat i found my wallet..

Yesterday night we go eat crab... so i bring them go...
i saw he smoke and smoke non-stop....
i hope tat he stop smoke... but i think won't le...
ya... i still love him... but i can't do any thing....
yesterday when at puteri 12 there i drink bout 2 botle beer...
i hope i can blur and sleep well..
but after i wanna bed time,...
i can't sleep... and went i sleep i dream i find my wallet at sch....
and the 1st thing i do is... see inside the wallet got he give de thing or not...
but i think the wallet i can't find it any more...
i hopw and pray that i can find it...
God, pls let me find my wallet....
cause it important for me...
Thanks...
and when i before sleep... i message gim tat call him dun smoke le... and i tell im tat i jus wan be friend with him and chat like friend..
but in the end he also din reply...
i know tat he won't reply but i still want message him...
any where i hope be friend with him only...

Think back all the unhappy thing..

Today i very tried... because yesterday i din even sleep well..
cause i feel very unhappy... cause my wallet lost le...
and many memory in the wallet... and my dairy key....
i hope to find back my wallet..
however my money lost le...
inside the wallet de thing i wan back...
i hope who take my wallet de give back me...
but i know won't de...
cause is a stupid thing..
when i saw my beg..
i think back my wallet...

Unhappy days..

Today i my unhappy day... and when exam some one din go le...
i hope to see him/ her
when after exam i go and eat.. my walllet lost le...
i go back sch and find already no lo...
inside the wallet got something important for me... and i can't get other one le..
the one someone give me...
haiz...
it make my heart so hurt and i hope to get back my wallet...
and today i very very unhappy and i change le...
i change to be bad le..
may be many ppl dun like...but i can't help myself le..
sry...
thanks for u all..