Friday, October 29, 2010

i wish i could

I wish i could everyday accompany u....
but i knw i have no much time...
i wish tat whenever u face something i will beside u...
but i din....
i wish i can have more time to be with u...
but i have alot thing to do...
i go out yam cha with friends i also dun feel wan go... but they say if i din go next time dun call them out...
bi.... i really wish that i can have alot of time be with u...
nowadays because my exam.... everytime i feel i will fail cause i din study...
now i start study make dou we both meet less...
last few week when i say i want study... bi say to me.. i must study and no time acc u also nvm.. and i really feel i wan focus on study... when i focus on study bi say bi wish to have longer time with me...
i really dunno wat to do...
but i really wish that i have time also..
my time like no enough to use...
and make me feel stress like no time any more...
bi.. sry that i cant acc u longer... but after exam... i feel it wont be happen d...
bi... love u always...
and i really hope i have more time in study and acc u...
bi... and also thanks for bi support ... muacks...

Monday, October 25, 2010

To my Lovely Bi

Already long time din touch this blog le....
but dunno why... today feel wan use it....
dunno why u will think that bi...
i really hope that u dun think that any more.... casue i dun like u think tat also...
when u say u fan our relationship...
it means for me that we both couple make u fan alot of thing....
so it make me feel unhapi...
i knw i ignore u for no time accompany u... but i also dun wan it happen de...
cause alot of thing come to me...
u knw bi... sometimes when i study until very stress and i cry for that i feel that i wan suicide ... cause i feel like my life full of stress... wan exam if fail d wan resit... and alot of thing come to me....
but i dun wan u worry bout me so i din tell jus hear wat u tell me to study better...
and all thing i did de not i wan de... cause i really dun like thie courses... but i force to study... nvm la..
bi say u fan many,...
but me more fan and stress... if i fail in exam.. i nid pay rm2000++ to retake again...
bi....
i hope that u no nid fan me n u de thing.... cause everything will be alright...
and ntg will happen...
bi..
love u always...
muacks...

Friday, August 27, 2010

To my Lovely bi...

Again.. i did something wrong to u..
and fa pi qi on u...
i feel bad cause i always treat u like this...
bi... sry for all the things... and dun think that i jus will spend my time wit friends...
u knw ma bi.. i d have few month din meet them already.. even they ask me go yam cha i also say dun wan...
jus today they ask me so i ask u... u jus answer go la..
and say dont understand me..
when i saw that msg.. my heart pain cause u say dont understand me...
bt me ntg d la nw... cause alot of ppl think that i jus will spent time wit friend but not bf...
bt i'm not... i will use the time accompany u and even when u off my friend call me out or like my student ask me to teach them i also tell them that tuesday i not free...
bt dont put inside ur heart anymore k...
i ntg la...
BI... I LOVE U...

Monday, July 19, 2010

I'm so sorry to U

i feel i'm useless...
because whenever u unhapi or moody i did ntg to u...
i cant cheer u up....
n i will make it more worse....
i feel so sry to u that i cant be a gd gf to u...
bt i will try it...
i hope everyday u could smile n no more moody...
whenever ur working thing or other also wont make u moody...
bt i knw it cant...
dunno y... i feel myself cant be a better gf... cause everytime jus u will make me happy back n i cant...
haiz...
did u still remember tat day i gt something to say wit u... bt i din tell the truth... n u keep on asking me...bt atlast i din tell the truth...
actually...i wan to tell u that thanks bi always be with me...
however we did nt meet each other much... bt we knw that we love each other...
n i knw that gt a period that we feel our relationship getting far from the past..
bt we can slove it.. until nw our relationship is better than b4..
n i'm hapi to be wit u.. cause whenever i'm moody or wat.. u will be with me n be my listener n let me tell out all the thing...
bt when bi moody n tell out the thing i will moody n wan argue wit u... i'm so sry...
i feel that i nt that gd to u...
sometimes when i think about that i will feel unhapi bt i did nt tell u.. cause i knw that whenever i moody or unhapi u will same wit me n will leave ur job to a side n think the way to make me hapi...
y always jus u can did to me bt i cant...
i feel so n so sry to bi...
BI... i'm so sry to u n that day i wan to tell is I LOVE U ALWAYS... n nt jus a moment... is ALWAYS will think about we both together memories... i'm hapi to c that u can did ur promise... bt bi u did too much for me d...
i dunno how to thanks u n hw to do something to make u hapi when u moody...
jus like today...
BI... LOVE U N MISS U ALWAYS... MUACKS...

Lovely Bi...

Sunday, April 25, 2010

moody bt be happy bac

today really is moody... cause argue wit my sis...
n also tired too... cause go for trip...
bt my bi knw tat me moody... he will worried n tam me bac...
thanks bi...
jus nw u ask me tat who is the person important for me...n y so important...
nw i tel my bi tat..
the person that improtant for me is Kelvin Lee...
y he so important for me is because...he the only one make me change...
when i feel he is important for me is when we meet...
y i will say tat...however we nt at a better place meet up.. bt he make me feel tat important...
because if nt that day i wont knw him...
u ask me y that day already feel important...
i will say tat... if nt that day we wont meet up n we wont knw each other...
n after i knw u... i have change alot... i feel together wit u happy than the past...
yaya... i always cal u wait.. because i dun wan to hurt u... i scare tat something will hurt u...
so i will cal u wait...
i feel sry to u too.. cause wan u to wait for me...
bt i feel touching tat wat u have done to me... thanks my bi...
n i happy to have u be with me... cause whenever i moody, unhappy or other u will always think something to make me smile back...
sometimes i feel tat myself useless because whenever u have something happen i cant help u n cant make u feel relax...
when u fan something i cant help u to solve it... i feel i'm useless...
bt i will try to make u happy.. bt cant help u i feel sry bi...
bi... thanks for all the thing that u did to me... and u promise me many thing u will did it... i really thanks tat... cause many ppl promise me bt in the end they cant did it... i really very happy that i will meet up with u... n knw u...
bi... i hope tat u will always be happy...
whenever u have something happen dont like push me away.. like dont tell me 1st, after settle the thing onli tell me, or call me dont worried n no need tam u ...
cause i hope tat i can make u feel better... i jus feel tat i cant help u solve the problem bt i still can make u happy...
bi... wish u happy always n miss u always.... muacks

Friday, April 23, 2010

worried someone

nw i worried bout someone important for me...
i dun wan he unhappy anymore...
whenever he gt anything haven i wish to be wit him and help him...
hwever i cant help him... i jus wan him to be happy...
bi... when u have anything happen.. i will always be wit u n help u...
i will try to make u hapi...
relax... dun be stress... everything will over... k...
muacks...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

To my bi..

bi... whenever u unhappy or something happen...
i will always be with u n will listen what happen wit u...
n i will try to make u happy always...
i dun wan u always jus will tam me when u are nt in mood too...
ya... i 'm happy that u will tam me.. bt i dun wan be selfish too..
i should do it to u too...
bt i really happy tat u will tell me wat happen...
hwever u unhappy...
i will be there for u...
bi wish u happy always.... muacks...