i wish i could

I wish i could everyday accompany u....
but i knw i have no much time...
i wish tat whenever u face something i will beside u...
but i din....
i wish i can have more time to be with u...
but i have alot thing to do...
i go out yam cha with friends i also dun feel wan go... but they say if i din go next time dun call them out...
bi.... i really wish that i can have alot of time be with u...
nowadays because my exam.... everytime i feel i will fail cause i din study...
now i start study make dou we both meet less...
last few week when i say i want study... bi say to me.. i must study and no time acc u also nvm.. and i really feel i wan focus on study... when i focus on study bi say bi wish to have longer time with me...
i really dunno wat to do...
but i really wish that i have time also..
my time like no enough to use...
and make me feel stress like no time any more...
bi.. sry that i cant acc u longer... but after exam... i feel it wont be happen d...
bi... love u always...
and i really hope i have more time in study and acc u...
bi... and also thanks for bi support ... muacks...

To my Lovely Bi

Already long time din touch this blog le....
but dunno why... today feel wan use it....
dunno why u will think that bi...
i really hope that u dun think that any more.... casue i dun like u think tat also...
when u say u fan our relationship...
it means for me that we both couple make u fan alot of thing....
so it make me feel unhapi...
i knw i ignore u for no time accompany u... but i also dun wan it happen de...
cause alot of thing come to me...
u knw bi... sometimes when i study until very stress and i cry for that i feel that i wan suicide ... cause i feel like my life full of stress... wan exam if fail d wan resit... and alot of thing come to me....
but i dun wan u worry bout me so i din tell jus hear wat u tell me to study better...
and all thing i did de not i wan de... cause i really dun like thie courses... but i force to study... nvm la..
bi say u fan many,...
but me more fan and stress... if i fail in exam.. i nid pay rm2000++ to retake again...
bi....
i hope that u no nid fan me n u de thing.... cause everything will be alright...
and ntg will happen...
bi..
love u always...
muacks...