today feel wanna write something in my heart

i have been long time did not touch blog any more... in this year 2010... i have an unhappy begin.. but i hope in the following day i will get happy back.. because i have lost my pendrive.. in the pendrives there have many photo.. and the photo is my happy memories.. but now i know it wont come back to me any more.. ya.. my friends say it correct.. those memories is on the mind... so it wont be lost... but dunno y... i so scare that the memories i will forget... i scare one day i have forget all the thing that i have b4... i hope that the person who took my pendrive can return to me.. but unfortunally.. it wont happen... i miss it so much.. because every time when i open i sure will look at those photo that i have... because those photo is from my secondary sch till now... but now i know that it wont back to me.. so i will try to get another memories to take back.. but i know however take back also wont be the same as the photo... but now... i have been change alot...
i feel that i wont think any thing any more... like in the past i always think that i miss him or love him.. or feel hurt n others,.. but now i wont feel that any more... it is i forget him d.. or it is i have give up in thie relationship.... in the other way... i have been happy because of my family.... i went to malacca with my family.. in the few day i really happy... eat, eat, eat, and then shop shop shop.. haha.. is fun... however jus 2 days...
other than that, i have been close with my sister friends rather than my own friends..i think is because of in last year christmas eve we go club together n go penang together... we feel so enjoy in the days that we go for trip...

jus past my 17 now become 18...

i very happy that my dearest friends celebrate with me... this time i knew many new friends too..
on 2nd nov my dears all celebrate with me... n my dear da jie ( mee gee ) also got go.. actually i dunno they celebrate with me cause they just say wan discuss my birthday wan go where... n when i reach there i sit n chat with mee gee n jun keat... then my cousin n my dear 3rd jie go fetch my dear kah sing... then they go buy cake.. n when they take the cake come in to the place that i sit i so suprise.. n i so happy... n my dears jia hui n tuck poh also come n celebrate with me... love you guys my lovely dears all...

on 3rd nov... my mum say 4th wanna celebrate with me n i tell my mum that my others friends wan celebrate with me.. then i say change to today.. then my mum call the maid keep the food that wan cook.. then we go out n eat for dinner.. we go zhong wah n eat.. wah.. so nice the food.. ii eat so much.. all the " lala" i eat finish n fish also.. haha.. love my lovely famaily... muacks... n my aunty call me n say happy birthday to me too..love you..

on 4th of nov.. the real of my birthday.. haha... i receive many wish from my friends.. n thanks for u guys for the wishes... n in the afternoon i give my little cousin brother sleep cause he dun wan my sis to give him sleep n his mum went out d.. n i give him sleep n play with him.. after he sleep i start make up n bout 4 something my sis fetch me n my cousin go sunway. n we go shop awhile then go amp square... bout 7 :30pm all my dears come n some of others friends too....cause this day got 3 person birthday too... me, chee hen n tong ping... so they help us celebrate together..n also we not like sing k.. bout 9 something the sing k room like become clubbing ... we all get high n play till crazy.. haha.. n we drink much too...after that bout 3o++ people sing birthday song to us.. n i so happy... after that i need to back d.. n others friend like c us which mean me n my cousin.. n one of the boy say with me if want back must sing song 1st.. i laught say dun wan la.. haha... then we took a photo.. like big family de photo.. all in the photo... haha..
then i back home online.. i still think that he will wish me.. n that day i jus waiting for his wish..
but can't get from him..i so disappointed to him... b4 my birthday he still tell me he remember my birthday.. but on my birthday that day i did not get any thing... wish also din get it... i so sad bout this.. i cant imagine why he tell me he remember n he did not do any thing to me.. the whole day i waiting for his wish n in the mid night of 3rd of nov i saw he online but also din wish too... n i still think he will wish me so i online till 3 something.. but i cant get any thing.. is ok.. nvm..

but nvm.. may be he dun wan wish me or not free... however i very happy that my birthday was so great... thanks for my lovely family n my lovely dear friends..
love my family n friend n 7 sisterssss...

haha.. The cake not nice...

haha.. the cake is not nice.. but the taste is nice...

because this is the 1st time i bake the cake...

after learn to bake the cake n i bake...

haha

The cake... haha... not nice leh...

Wish him happy birthday...

friends forever.....

haha...

many thing to write...

haha.. but i have many thing to say... but dunno wan tell who also...
i very happy but dunno y....
and nowadays i learn baking...
n always bake...
haha...
may be feel like to bake...
i hope i can learn more n more ..
when he back i can make for him...
he birthday however i cant celebrate with him...
but i bake a cake for him...
n take photo n send to him..
but he cant eat the cake also..
but he say he very happy...
however my friends say me crazy.. but i din not feel i regret...haha...

Sunway Lagoon 8 of July 2009

This day is our happy and relax day...

because i went to Sunway Lagoon with my college friends..

Besides that, the reason that we so relax is we finish our final exam in semester 1...

haha...

so miss that day...hope can go again with them...

however jus we few but we play till crazy...

After our water war... we play all amusement park and water park...

Haha.. i took for them... haha.. so nice....my dears all...

wahahah.. we finish bath then go take photo... haha... miss u...

haha... we so happy that day....

wahahah... the worker know us.. cause we pls the 360 turning twice....haha

haha.. the worker so naughty... haha... peace.... muacks

me and my dear Jessica... miss her...

Me and my dear Megan.. so miss her... long time din c her d...

me and dear li voon... haha.... so happy

me and dear Amelia... sweet

me and dear roveena..haha sha po...

we all CRAZY FAMILY...Haha

To my heart...

He finally wanna come back..
but now.. i jus feel did not have feel with him le..
is this a good thing for me...
but i feel sad that he come back also no use le...
and i know that sometimes i will miss him and will think back all the memorise about him..
but i jus know that however how we wont be together any more..
So happy that he ( my friend) come back le..
haha...
wish him have a nice days...
and to my heart i will always miss our memorise.. and i wan to be hopeful to face the problem that i face now..
my colleg, my future, my friend, and my love...
i have no stress any more.. cause i wan to be relax in this two week..
because becasue i got holiday le..
wahahaha

To The King Of POP

However you are not here any more.. but we will love you and miss you... However you are not with us.. but your song will never end.. your song will in our mind forever and ever and ever...and your song will tell us that we are the world...
However your children not with you... but they will always miss you and love you.. and for your children they will happy to have you become their daddy...because you are the best daddy...
children you all must happy to have this daddy...however he is not with you all but you all must live in the peaceful life..because your daddy will always beside you all and always be with you all...and he will try to protect you all...
King of pop.. wish you live in the nice and peaceful paradise...we love you and we will always miss you...
You are not alone... because we will always remember you...